Monday, October 19, 2009

Click click clack fucking cold.

As eleven o'clock slowly approaches it dawns on me that I haven't written in quite sometime.
Sad, I know, but so is life.
But, never fret I am here, avoiding homework to just spill my life onto a digital page.
How fun.

Since my last post I have:
Cut my hair.
Booked a trip to Florida.
Almost frozen to death inside my own house.
Neglected many things.
Started working a lot at Bath & Bodyworks.
Booked my trip to Japan.

Along with many other things, I'm sure.

Nothing too exciting or extraordinary. I'm a very nonfantastical person, might I say.
Oh! I have gotten paler, and for once it's not because of the sun, it's because, well, I'm not sure.
I am now reduced to using an illumination stick to cover up my blemishes because cover up is not pale enough. =.=

I love complaining. : ) It allows me to complain about things I can't change or have a hard time changing.

The whole working out thing hasn't been going. I run a bit once or twice a week, but I really need to do something else. The medicines are making me sick on my stomach, and I can't make it stop. If I take them before bed I get extremely sick when I wake up, if I take them in the morning then a couple of hours later I'm sick at school. I just want to shake that puny doctor and tell him that his medical degree isn't worth shit if there is NOTHING wrong with me.
Obviously if I'm still having problems, or rather not having in my case, then there is something wrong and someone needs to fix me cause it's almost unbearable.

Cold is when you have the heat up to 74 degrees and still are wrapped up in two blankets, two pair of pants, tee-shirt and hoodie. With socks... and you are still shivering because in your room it's only 64. In the winter I freeze because air doesn't circulate in my room and the only way I can have the over head light on is to have my fan on. I freeze in the summer because my mother will turn it down to damn 60 degrees when it's only 79 outside. I am rarely comfortable in my house when it comes to temperature. That is, unless I am curled up beside someone, because then my body heat regulates and I'm amazingly comfortable.

That being said, it's cold and heaven-hell-on the cost of my life I touch the thermostat.

See, didn't I say I like to complain. : )

Well, I think I must conclude here. I need to finish up a bit more homework or it's going to be an early morning, think I'll go run some after mom leaves for work. Thinking of that, I believe she should be up.... ohhhhh well.

: )

Some boys take a beautiful girl and hide her away from the rest of the world. I want to be the one to walk in the sun.